Trae D. Walker Foundation

A few weeks ago, Trae Walker, a student at Adamson High school was out at Lake Whitney enjoying the summer. While swimming, the water over-powered his strength taking him deeper in the lake and since he wasn't a strong swimmer his chances of making it back were slim.  After hours and hours of searching for him, he was no where to be found and finally several hours later, his body was recovered. Trae Walker drowned on that Sunday, June 6. It's still a loss that his family is trying to cope with and its a loss that my family witnessed. 

To keep things short and simple, 

we have started a foundation called Trae D. Walker Foundation.

His family would greatly appreciate any donations made. 

Please make your check payable to:

Trae D. Walker Foundation

and mail checks or any helpful information to:

11310 Grady Lane,

Balch Springs, TX 75180

>> All donations will help his family and furthermore teach the youth in the community the importance of knowing how to swim. Please pass the word!

Y: The Last Man

Today was my first day at my new job!  I love it so far, I learned so much and I'm really excited for this new change :D I decided to keep my weekend job also so I'm gonna be juggling two jobs. We'll see how that goes for me lol.

I've recently gotten into graphic novels, one in particular is called Y: The Last Man. Its a series of about 10 or so collectors editions. Even though I've only read into the first one, I'm already hooked lol!

From what I've read; its about this guy, Yorick, who is the ONLY man left alive after a nasty plague that caused all the MALES in the word to suddenly die. Actually, he and his little monkey are the only male mammals left.  The plague caused for all living mammals possessing a "Y" chromosome, to randomly die. And when I say randomly I mean, out of nowhere! There's a scene where men are speaking, and they just puke, and pass out mid-sentence! Its crazy! And I know it sounds like a freaky fantasy, you know, he's the last man on earth and there are nothing but women, but its not like that lol. I really like it so far, so hopefully I sparked some interest in you, the reader of this here blog.

that is all for now.

Fathers Day

"WHAT'S HAPPENIN FORUM?!"

hahahahahahaha. xD

i'm in a fantastic mood; don't judge me.

Like any other Sunday, I worked. It was slow and I did some laundry.

I seriously need to change my routine!  -_-

Anywho, I spent fathers day watching a movie with my dad. Me and my dad have that laid-back persona in common. We don't ask for much and just kickin' it at the house is good enough... We saw The Lovely Bones, and ohh man. What a tear jerker! It usually takes alot, i mean ALOT, for me to cry from watching a movie; but this movie had my eyes wateryyyy. To sum it all up its basically about a young girl who gets killed and her dad goes through alot to solve her death case. The love between a father and daughter is shown in the film beautifully. What a perfect day to watch it :)

We liked the movie so much, even my dad stayed awake through the whole thing. He usually falls asleep in the middle of movies, which i don't blame him. My dad is a hard working man. I get my fantastic work ethics from him :D Seriously tho, my dad has always worked extremely hard to provide for my family, and never once did he not deliver. And I've only been working for two years at the same job, he's got about 25 years under his belt at the SAME PLACE! If that's not consistency I don't know what is.

Which reminds me, my dad works at a factory/manufacturing company which provide him with a uniform.

That being said, I'm sure some jobs of middle-class fathers don't require wearing a tie. THAT being said.....

I could never understand why its so common to give suit ties to our dads on Fathers Day. Who really wears them to work?? The last time my dad wore a tie was..... probably a wedding... two years ago! That trips me out every year haha.

Even Google's gettin in on the whole "tie for Fathers Day" thing

In my opinion, they should have like, hardhats or measuring tapes for those hard working construction workers. Or a basketball for the athelets. OR! computer coding for those dads woking in technology...

idk, i'm just saying....

That is all. <3

Happy Fathers Day!

Dirty Minds!

I must admit, whenever someone says, "it wont fit!" or "this is hard!" i just bust out with THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID.  i'm sure everyone has said something that sounded "wrong" or "dirty" but i can't help but notice that its getting wayy outta hand. like, there are people that OVER-do it. like there are even groups on facebook 'that's what she saiders' and 'i have a dirty mind' groups.

while its funny, it worries me. if my generation thinks like this, imagine the future generation?!

scary thought.



so then i wondered how dirty my mind was....
then i saw this commercial -_-


this answered my question. haha. man, the advertising team did good with this one, they sure got our attention.


i also stumbled upon THIS. lmao. this was funny:



bahaha.
in conclusion. my mind is dirty. and so is yours. xP

40 hours awake!

I don't know how or what, but some how.... I stayed up for almost 40 hours!!

Let me tell you, I suffer from insomnia, obviously, but I have never been awake for that long! I had some weird experiences lol. hallucinations, paranoia, and even brain malfunctions.

I started my "experience Sunday Morning 9am and stayed up until Monday Night 12am. Crazy huh.

Paranoia sunk in when I felt someone touch my foot while at my aunts house, and I saw snakes in the corner of my eye like twice! HAHA. I was getting really slow too, I was talking slower and I had trouble understanding simple questions. While it was fun to laugh at myself and everything, I know its not healthy and I doubt I'll do it again anytime soon lol.
T'was fun tho.

Not-Cancun

(sing to the tune of drake "over")
i know way too many people NOT here now that i did know last year,
where the heck are yall?
i swear it feels like the last few nights i've been nowhere and back and
i just cant take it at all
what am i doing?
what am i doing?
oh yea that's right i'm not in cancun, i'm not in cancun
i aint living life right now mayne
and that's what ima do til they come back, til they come back
but its far from that.....
:(


..... well! while some of my friends are in Cancun, livin it up. I'M NOT. i'm here in "not-cancun" being bored to death by diet pill commercials and reality shows. -_- i'm in total FML mode right now lol

I wish i could be in cancun ... dang! Last night i was watching a movie and this cute brazilian guy made me think of all the fun i'm not-having in not-cancun. so i decided to get a little creative and make the best of it ROTFLMFAO!

here's me NOT having the time of my life

here's me NOT having fun on the beach

here are the hot guys i did NOT meet

here's the beach i did NOT run on

the party i did NOT go to.

here's the pose that i OVER did. lmao

the hotel that i did NOT stay in. fml.

the photoshoot i did NOT have!!
with megan fox's body xD

LMFAO!. okay if this doesnt make you laugh,
you trippen!!! hahahaahahaha
did i get too carried away? maybe, but i felt better about missing out so that's all that matters lol

in all seriousness, lets keep those who are vacationing, not just my friends and mom but everyone else, family/friends/whatever. keep them in our prayers for a good time and safe trip home.
 that is all <3

Bad Day

well!
today just DID NOT go right. from beginning to end.

i awoke today, like any other day. stumbling around my room looking for my slippers and finally getting them out of the trash. i'm assuming my little brother put them there -_-

breakfast consisted of a hand full of cookie crisp and almost NO milk. its partially my fault that we have no groceries cause i've been so "busy" watching tv and movies all day.

i wake up to like 16 text messages asking "where's your mom, i've been trying to get ahold of her?" or "hey are our yearbooks ready"
so i spent like 30 minutes responding "she's in mexico" and "no. next week"

haha. i love that people come to me with questions, i really do. i just was NOT up for it today.

my day continues with NOTHING on tv. the stupid Wii console was being stupid. my phone broke AGAIN. did i mention most of my friends are in cancun :(

also, i was plannin on going for a run today at the park but NOOOO!
my dad didn't leave me the car keys. so i was stranded at home, no food, no money, NOTHING.

then i jumped on the net and found this link. CLICK HERE it changed my whole mood.
i realized there wayyyy bigger issues on this earth than my dumb complaints.

so i sucked it up and took my little brother down the block and got chased by a giant rat (chihuahua).

haha. he was trippin me out the WHOLE way cracking jokes and making weird noises. those who know him well, know exactly what i'm talking about lmao. and we got to do something i havent done in YEARS.

... JUMP IN RAIN PUDDLES!


lmao. i love this kid. he completes me.

No more Graduations!!

okay, so i've probably said the word GRADUATION like
972643 times on this blog. haha.
this is the last time :) i promise

VANESSA'S GRADUATION.

whooo! nessa girl did it, and i have to admit i'm secretly jealous cause she got like 30 graduation tickets. -_- i got 15 and we were the lucky ones. lol

anywho, she looked great. we were proud. and it was HOT.
CAPTION: "the gorgeous"

CAPTION: i know i'm short but DANG! haha

...Afterwards we all headed to Chili's where I realized how unhealthy my eating habits are. There i was ordering a Bacon Burger and i look over and see my cousin eating a healthy soup. i mean, i still ate the burger lol but i felt bad haha

well, that'll be my goal for the summer. to eat more healthy
i'd like to make it to retirement. haha

Oh Ke$ha -_-

haha. i just had to post this,
cause i thought it was pretty ironic
on how the song is about his love being her "drug"
well, after watching the video i wondered if the director was on drugs. haha

(the weirdness starts one minute into it)


I feel bad for the druggies that watch this video,
they'd get scared lmaooo

Is it just me or does everytime Ke$ha come out with a video,
she looks dirty, like she hasn't bathed in days.
I wanna hose her down and brush her hair. lmfao.

ohh, and i found this parody with one of my Apps
this morning, it made me laugh... hopefully you guys have
as sense of humor and enjoy it. lol


(be patient and wait for the vid to load; its worth the wait)


that is all. <3

I feel Naked

Even I have to admit sometimes, I get lazy but this week
O.o i didn't even know it was already thursday!

My best friends were Facebook, My cell phone, Youtube and Netflix :D
they're always there for me lmao

now lemme explain why i feel naked HAHA.
...So this morning, my mom wakes me up asking for my camera.
(no one, i mean no one is allowed to borrow my camera)
our conversation went a little something like this"

Mom: "where's ur camera?"
Me: "for what"
Mom: "i'm going out of town remember!"
Me: "ohh man! that means i'm not getting it back."
Mom: "what is that supposed to mean?!"
Me: "it means, you're gonna get alittle too crazy and drop it"
Mom: "excuse you! i am a responsible adult, i know what i'm doing"
Me: "you didn't know what you were doing when you dropped the Silver camera in the toilet!! explain that!"
Mom: "girl, that wasn't even your camera, and it was an accident. you've dropped your phone in the toilet too!"
Me: "touché"
Mom: "what does that mean"
Me: "nothing, here's the case, and the charger is in my purse."
Mom: "don't forget to pick up Estevan from school, HE HAS EARLY RELEASE! DO YOU HEAR ME????!!!"
Me: "have fun. be careful. love you. bye."
Mom: "you need to stop staying up late, BLOGGING!"


lmao..... so, she won. like always.
and she took my camera, and i feel naked.
O_o


so while i was YouTubing HARDCORE this week, i came across a video i had seen like a year ago. i didn't think it was a big deal until now. if anyone's familiar with iCarly they'd understand why its so amazing. the star of the show, iCarly is Miranda Cosgrove, which has like 4 songs already. and honestly after watching this, you will wonder why the co-star Jenette McCurdy isn't the big star.



This is just my opinion, but I'd rather see this girl selling records than Taylor Swift. Jennette McCurdy is working on an album (i think) and i'm EXCITED :)

Graduation Weekend

oh man. i still can't put into words how my graduation was.

the night before i had the HARDEST time sleeping! everything was bothering me and my room was hot and i was hungry and ughhh. i was annoyed by everything, i just couldn't sleep! lol

I woke up with 5 hours of sleep and started to get ready.. typical morning:
dragging around, eyes half-open and my clothes were crooked. haha

so my dad's driving me, (i hate when i'm in a rush somewhere and it seems like he goes slow on purpose!!) anyway, i'm rushing him, he's mad cause i'm rushing him and i'm mad at my brother for being cranky and he's mad at us for waking him up early lol! there's so much tension in the car, i couldn't wait to get dropped off!!

FINALLY, i arrive, get in line, fix myself ( robe, chords, cap) and laugh nervously with my classmates until its SHOW TIME!!

Since I was senior class president of my school, I got to walk out with a HEAVY gold staff and hand it over to our principal. All the other class presidents met in the middle and did the same thing. It was pretty cool. :D

NEXT THING I KNOW. I'm standing in line for the stage! I'm walking across, shaking hands, giving hugs, and BAM!!!! i'm already in my seat! I'm thinking WHAT THE HECK!! THAT''S IT?!.

A few speeches later, and I'm walking out!! IF YOU CAN'T TELL BY NOW, GRADUATION WENT BY TOOOO FAST FOR ME!! lol! so fast i feel like it didn't even happen lol!

Afterwards, I had this empty feeling in the pit of my stomache. I knew I'd feel that way, I was just hoping it would be so bad. Hugging my parents and brother made me realize how much I missed my older brother. I felt like someone had ripped some life out of me, I wasn't myself for a good hour or so.. I couldn't shake the feeling. I still can't, and I've tried torturing myself by looking at pictures and reading letters but NOTHING. Not one tear. I'm officially numb of all emotion.

So Saturday night I went out with some friends. We had an OK time. Not great. Just Ok. The best part was crackin jokes on the way back.. lol

Sunday morning, I woke up on my friend's bed TOO EARLY. We ate, got lazy and I came home. Went to a pool party and called it a night.

I had a hard time REALLY enjoying anything this weekend cause of that "thing on my chest" I would love to relieve myself from it but no luck. I'm hoping with time it will pass and I will be able to feel things again, even if its a bad feeling.

Today, I finally gathered the strength to write my brother, I told him about graduation and how I wished he was there. It was VERY hard. Mostly because I know how much it would hurt him, knowing he missed out.

.... the moral of the story is, my graduation would have been better, if my brother had been there. i miss him so much.