Not-Cancun

(sing to the tune of drake "over")
i know way too many people NOT here now that i did know last year,
where the heck are yall?
i swear it feels like the last few nights i've been nowhere and back and
i just cant take it at all
what am i doing?
what am i doing?
oh yea that's right i'm not in cancun, i'm not in cancun
i aint living life right now mayne
and that's what ima do til they come back, til they come back
but its far from that.....
:(


..... well! while some of my friends are in Cancun, livin it up. I'M NOT. i'm here in "not-cancun" being bored to death by diet pill commercials and reality shows. -_- i'm in total FML mode right now lol

I wish i could be in cancun ... dang! Last night i was watching a movie and this cute brazilian guy made me think of all the fun i'm not-having in not-cancun. so i decided to get a little creative and make the best of it ROTFLMFAO!

here's me NOT having the time of my life

here's me NOT having fun on the beach

here are the hot guys i did NOT meet

here's the beach i did NOT run on

the party i did NOT go to.

here's the pose that i OVER did. lmao

the hotel that i did NOT stay in. fml.

the photoshoot i did NOT have!!
with megan fox's body xD

LMFAO!. okay if this doesnt make you laugh,
you trippen!!! hahahaahahaha
did i get too carried away? maybe, but i felt better about missing out so that's all that matters lol

in all seriousness, lets keep those who are vacationing, not just my friends and mom but everyone else, family/friends/whatever. keep them in our prayers for a good time and safe trip home.
 that is all <3

Letters from my Brother and Jonah Hex

I haven't been to school in two days.
I feel so isolated, it's crazy how if you miss a day or two
at Townview, it's like missing weeks!

So I was feeling a bit ...
down, you could say.

not sad. but in that neighborhood.

I haven't spoken to anyone my age and it's drving me crazy.
I didn't leave my house cause my eye was swollen due to some
weird infection. gross. I was too embarrassed to leave my house.
Not to mention cranky cause of the pain.

Highschool is almost over, the real world is right around the corner
and it's slowly starting to hit me. I'm leaving my family for college,
hopefully, (if all goes well financially) to San Antonio.
anyway, right when i'm feeling blue.

I received a letter from my brother (who is being detained at a
solitary confinement center). Its weird, he always knows when
i need to hear some positive words even when he was out.
He told me everything I needed to hear. :D
"keep you head up, don't look down. you're gonna be somebody
so you better start acting like it"

letters from my brother are the best.

IN OTHER NEWS.

I just saw the trailer for Jonah Hex.
I don't care what its about, although it looks pretty good,
Megan Fox is in it so I will be seeing it :D

although i hate that she sticks to skanky sexy roles
and the fact that i can't imagine her doing a serious role..
but i mean hey, if you got it, why not!




THAT IS ALL.
<3