Movies I Must See..!

So there are sooo many movies I want to see! 

I'm so excited! AND I have coupons for Studio Movie Grill and they WILL BE USED!

Eat. Pray. Love.

 Inception

The Expendables

Easy A

Resident Evil: Afterlife

Drew Carey Show

Does anyone remember this show??

Drew Carey Show


I LOVED THIS SHOW!!!!


Then he got funnier and did
Whose Line Is It Anyway?


so yea, I had no idea Drew Carey was in his 50s already! WOW.
I feel old. LOL!

Day at the Zoo

Mondays are my days off from both jobs so usually I take advantage of that day to be lazy or run some errands..

But my little brother had been bugging me for the longest to take him to the zoo. He's one of those kids that are into animals and weird bugs haha.

so we get there to the first animal.. and i bust out with "Look its a birdy" and he corrects me with "Actually that's a Roadrunner, they're the only birds with two claws in the front and back"
I'm like, "........okay then"   LMAO.

Roadrunner AKA my college mascot (UTSA)

 So the rest of the time he was pretty much schooling me on all the animals and I felt so dumb haha. The majority of the time I was asking "Estevan, what animal is that?" and boy, did he he let me know!!

Bald Eagles are so... majestic lol

 A cool looking bug!

"hey look! its spongebob's pet snail Gary! MEOW!"

IT LOOKED SO FAKE! .....until it moved. -_-

This snake was too cute :)

and LONG!!!!

O.o  <---my reaction

How do the zoo keepers know they won't fly away?

WE GOT SUPER CLOSE =)

i love this picture, it reminds me of bambi, even tho bambi was a deer lol!

I was waiting for a lion to come snatch up one of these.... didn't happen. 

So right after we got to see the antelope, it started to rain -_-
omg. so then every interesting exhibit was closing and all the animals were hiding so it was basically pointless being at the zoo. ...And tell me why the zoo is so complicated, we got so lost trying to get out!
Its a good thing my little brother has crazy good memory and he remembered which exhibit we got to first so we got out just in time before it started pouring rain! ....AND its a good thing that my tonka truck is a bright blue color cause I spotted it from afar ^_^ so I didn't have to remember where I parked!

'Twas a great day to spend with my baby bro :)

we've been bamboozled!

wow. i had no idea it was this simple haha

Pictures of my Day

So for a day, I decided to randomly take pictures of things. I think it was yesterday, or the day before... or last week. IDK. but I think they look cool xD

random things at work.

my lunch-oh

arriving home, i saw the sun and began to pray. lmao

THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MY DAY. HAHA

so yea,
I'm weird and random but I could care less.
<3

Untitled.

I hate how this sounds. I don't like saying it but I'm gonna say it.
 I FEEL SO ALONE.

For the past few months, after the rush of graduation and such, now that things are finally settling.. I feel so alone! I'm loosing my motivation and my "want" to continue...

Only 3 people in my life, honestly made me feel like I can do whatever I wanted to do. Be who I wanted, and I would have 100% support from them. They're no longer in my daily life and I'm feeling it... and feeling it BAD.

Both my Grandma & Grandpa both had a way of telling me, they were proud. "Ya se que mi güerita va hacer algo bueno," is what my Grandpa would say. And my Grandma would say something along the lines of, "Baby girl you are beautiful and you can do anything you set your mind to." After one passed, the other did soon after and I can honestly say I have never been the same since, nor have I ever endured so much heartache.

My brother was also someone who made me feel so proud of myself, with just one look and him saying "you're going places man, that's good!" That to me, is worth so much more than a piece of paper saying I graduated. He always tells me in his letters, "Iron sharpens Iron. You're helping me get through this in here, while I'm helping you get through life out there."

Maybe all this is a sign that I need to stop staying up late,
yet maybe all of what I'm feeling is the real reason for my insomnia.
Its nearing 3am, I'm tired as hell but my mind is not easily eased.

I guess the point of this is..
Kind words from warm hearts is what I'm missing.
Perhaps kinds words from the Lord is what I need.

RIP Jackie's Old Phone

ahhh.. so I finally got a new phone.

And I must say, for those who know me and my struggle..  
this is an epic moment in my life.
My old phone has been there through it all..
when slam it closed after a heated argument..(rarely happens)
or when i toss it in the air for entertainment..
when i throw it at someone just cause..
or when it turns off , for no apparent reason and i punch it..

i can honestly say, its been through hell and back xD

yea, its supposed to be a flip phone, but it kind of swivels now. lmao

and swivels....

and the guts are showing xD

so yea. its broken. and its been that way for a good month or so, lol. don't ask me why it took me this long to buy one, cause i don't really know the answer.. part of me was too cheap to go give metro my money. and the other part didn't HAVE the money to give to metro.
and yes.... i have metro. metro pcs! and i'm proud! cause i'm cheap and i don't travel. so it doesn't bother me. the only thing i can say that bothers me about metro is how expensive the phones are, and how annoying the rebates on them are. they have a nice blackberry priced to around $400. that's like a car payment lmao. what the hell. so, i got a cheap version of a blackberry and it was like 1/5 of that price. and i'm very happy cause i don't need any fancy touch screen phone to consider myself up to date. that's what the internet is for.

on to other news.
i'm planning on visiting my brother next saturday and i CANNOT wait.
he was incarcerated in february of this year and i have yet to see him. so its time. :)
 
maybe now my mind can settle down and my insomnia can ease up. lol
<3

4th of July

FIREWORKS:
They're the main thing I look forward to every year. I always get mesmerized by the bright colors and loud sounds and it trips me out how everyone's so quiet while gazing into the sky.

My 4th of July went well. However, at first, I was pretty upset that I had to work til 6pm. I was hoping we'd close early at least but no.... we closed at the usual time on a Sunday. I also expected it to be a slow day, with maybe 2 to 3 customers every hour, but it was really busy!!
I WAS SOOO MAD!! I wanted it to rain on everyone who was having a good time at the park and cooking out. I was hating hardcore. lmao. AND THE STUPID PHONE WOULD NOT STOP RINGING!!!
I was thinking, "who wants office supplies on 4th of July????"
Anyway, 6pm rolls around and I'm outta there, going 80mph on the highway.. trying to RUSH home lol

I made plans with the family to head out to Lonestar Park. We usually don't have a tradition but I think we're gonna keep this one. We all had a good time I took a short nap, laying on a blanket and the fireworks were great :D Then my cousins and I started getting nerdy, and started talking about the different components and elements that make up fireworks lmao. 

I found out that Fireworks were invented in ancient China, to scare away evil spirits. Pretty cool huh.

Anyway, I hope everyone's 4th of July was fun
and everyone stayed safe. :D

Addison Adventure

Well! I had myself quite an adventure yesterday.
At my weekday job (as a receptionist/ assistant) I was sent out to pick up some supplies for my boss. Now, I had no problem doing that because I was provided with directions and gas money. BUT, I was a bit nervous because of where I was going to do the pick-up.
So I'm organizing and cleaning the desk area and my boss asked me to look up an address.
I looked it up, printed it out, and set it on her desk without asking why
then she hands it to me and she tells me I'll be going there for the pick up.
I looked at the address it said ADDISON, TX

My stomach dropped! lmao. I am terrified of the toll way! I HATE IT!!
The furthest I had ever driven was Cedar Hill or Northpark Mall, which ever is farther...
and even then, its simple to get there since its a straight shot. But, I was terrified of getting on the toll way.
I went ahead and packed up, got the number to the place, and prayed to God that I would get there in one piece!! haha
So, I'm on my way there.. and it was crazy and chaotic! I'm okay on the freeway but those freeways are NO JOKE!!!! Cars wouldn't let me in, trucks were right on my tail insisting I go faster than 70mph. I was just hoping that I wouldn't hit anybody since I'm driving without a license.  xD
I ended up somewhere in North Dallas running out of gas. lmao. I was so confused and frustrated!!
I did what anyone would do in a desperate situation.....
I called my mom :)  lmfao! she helped me out like I knew she would, and I got to where I was supposed to be going. Now I could only imagine how I looked, a little girl, driving a blue pick-up truck, waving a map around, on the cell phone, with supplies flying around in the back.. LMAOOOO

ahh man, it was crazy but I got the stuff, and it was delivered.
It may seem like no big deal to some but it was a big deal to me and I'm proud of myself.
Today, I was confident enough to drive to Arlington!
WHAT'S NEXT??
lol